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Name: Olivia
Location: Cincinnati, Ohio, United States
Gender: Female


Interests: A boy with beautiful blonde hair, lips like the ocean, and eyes like the sky.


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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

today. was another day. school blows. and yet i drag on. thank god for thanksgiving, otherwise i think i'd die. i havent slept in forever.im so tired. I dont think anyone even reads this anymore, but oh well, my thoughts are so much more organized when i write them down.
---> in regards to yesterday's post: im fine now. i never tell him how i feel, it just causes more problems than it solves. im fine now. you are finee, seeing how you dont even know something was every wrong. oh well. i get to see you in 24 hours. its been a month. i miss you. a lot.
<3 livv


Sunday, November 18, 2007

you asked me today "What is wrong?"
I said "Nothing. Promise."
but we both know that was a lie.
what the hell do you think is wrong. i haven't seen you in a month, and now you are coming home, and do you want to see me? do you want to spend time with me? no. you want to work. i get that you have to pay for college or whatever but you work nonstop anyways when you are away, i dont think that not working for 3 days will bankrupt you. all i want to do is see you. i bend over backwards when you come home so that i can see you. I put my entire life on hold so that i can spend a few hours with you. thats all i get. and i love it. it means so much to me. but whatever. fuck it. it obviously doesn't mean anything to you.




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